Daily Conversations

I have already forgotten since when we ceased having daily conversations. Yet, I wake up every morning hoping to see a message from you. For one year of knowing you, I believe this season is the longest period of time where we hardly communicate. No good morning/ goodnight texts, no home reaching notification, no stupid funny jokes whatsoever. I can't tell how upset I have been in this season of time, yet, I can't be mad at you. Just when I receive a text message from you. A message that is no longer work/studies related. A message that seemed so familiar yet stranger at the same time. I could not stop smiling but I could not possibly be too joyous about it too. 

At the end of the day, I only hope you know that, 

Even if we are not as close as we were before, if you need me, I'll be there. 

Whenever. Wherever. 

I miss you. I miss everything about us. Very much. 

F.A.I.T.H.

Just few days back, I cried myself to bed, thinking why are we in such distance now? Why does distance have to pull us apart? We used to talk and text each other everyday and we did almost everything together. Things seemed to be falling apart and we seem like parting into our own respective ways. 

But life is always amazing and interesting. How everything falls into place, just at the very right moment. 

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. 

Distance did not pull us apart. Distance only pulled us closer.Because of this distance between us, I saw things that I couldn't see when we were close to each other. And today, I know that I would still choose to keep believing in you.

To believe that this transition phase of yours will only make you a better person
To believe that you will become a very successful and great individual in the future
To believe that you mean what you said and will keep your words
To believe that you will be back and we would only be as close as we were before
To believe that you never gave up on me and would always be there walking in my life
To believe that you are true and that you love me as much I do
To believe that even if things don't work out, we would still be the best friends for each other
To believe that there will be a rainbow after every rainstorm

"As long as you believe and have faith in yourself, you will always have mine"

Everything Happens for A Reason

Being emotional recently, I came to realise that most of us are always full of negativity. Things can be whole lot better if we could just look at things from a different perspective. Just like I always did, believe that everything happens for a reason. 

No one likes the feeling of not being close to the person we love. Yet, this period of distance gives us time and space, allowing us, or at least me to think what I want. If things work out, our love would only be stronger. On the other hand, if things don't work out, our friendship would be that much stronger and deeper. 

You may not see it now, but one day you will be able to connect the dots looking backwards.

  

/// Insight of the Day ///

Now and Then

Eventually all things will fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moments, and know everything happens for a reason. 

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

L.O.V.E. 

There can be so many definitions and explanations for this simple four letter word yet it can be so complicated. Simple but never easy. 

There can be so many quotes, articles and write-ups about love but you will never possibly understand them until you feel it by yourself. My inspiration for this post came from an article with the title '21 People Tell The Story of The Moment They Knew They Were In Love'. Reading this article few weeks back was simply a story until the moment I knew I was in love.

It's easy to fall in love but it's not easy to stay in love. That's why most relationships fail. Just like many others, I fell in love. Falling in love with this guy was never easy. In the past two months, we had so many arguments and disagreements that I doubted my love for him. Yes, despite all the heartaches, I still doubted. But then came the moment that I knew I was still in love with this guy.

My story of the moment I knew I was in love goes back to the formal event we attended few days back. I knew I was in love when he won the Best Dressed Male award that night. I was very unhappy for the little friction we had right before that moment. Yet, the moment he was up on stage receiving his prize, I couldn't help it but to find myself only smiling. I was so happy for him and everything else did not matter anymore. I never felt so in love as I did at that moment before. It was pure crazy. 

"Love someone not because they give you what you need. But because they give you feelings you never thought you needed"       

Starting at 20

Few years back, everyone started writing blogs and I joined the trend too. However, I was never passionate about it. Never had I thought that I would enjoy writing diaries nor blogs but this one year changed me. I came to realise that writing my thoughts out was the best form of expression. It's less than one month before year 2014 ends and here's how I would like it fill it with.